everything's okay

even if it seems like its not

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*Ana tip*

blithe-and-becoming:

smilef0rme:

If youre tempted to eat the food in front of you, think of yourself eating it sitting down naked in front of your mirror, trust me you wont want it anymore.

Congratulations you are literally giving people tips on how to harm themselves.

i was sick i know. im sorry

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Wow this week has been a terrible relapse. I told a close friend I was bulimic and that I just needed someone to be there for me & he said that it’s normal to feel insecure and want to be skinnier.
But its not. I shouldn’t feel this way. Food shouldn’t make me nervous or scared or ashamed. So many people say “you’re not alone, X% of teenage girls develope ed’s that are your age”
So then i think, “oh okay, then this is all normal. Its a phase that will blow over”…
It isnt a phase though, its my life and im slowly killing myself, physically and emotionally. I just need someone to tell me that over eating and puking and starving and having food control my life isnt normal, and I want them to see me as me, not a fucking statistic.

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